Always thinking of you

I thought of you today

Not in the I miss you way

Not in the I need you way

Not in the why aren’t we together way

No

I thought about a inside joke we had

In the way that brought a smile across these lips you used to kiss

A smile that turned into a laugh

A laugh we used to share 

I thought about you today

In fact I think about you every day

In fact I’ll think about you always

In the echos

It is the echoing of footsteps
From memories long forgotten
That fill the emptiness of my night

Some Others

Some things are easier written than others.

Some feelings are easier said than others.

Some choices are easier made than others.

Love…

I love him enough to marry him.
I love you enough to leave him.

Mercy Kill

His kiss goodbye stings
Acid of leftover love
Eats at my soul
He looks me in my eyes
Being quick and sweet
I breathe out
As the knife pierces me
It is my love that pours out
What used to be ours
Now consumes my last breath
Taking with it the glimmer
I once had in my eyes
He whispers
Maybe in the next life
Then gently places my head
On the cold concrete
He walks away
One tear on his cheek
Hands blackened with guilt
My shallow breaths
Bring my eyes to a close
And the light that burned
Until Forever Runs Out
Now extinguished

Bad Timing

It was never about
Loosing you to another

It was about
Realizing what lied in my heart
All these years

It was bad timing

The L Words

Luxiorious with Lust or
Lavished with Love
Either way
The heart breaks the same

Green Eyes

I have green eyes
directed at your heart
that beats without compromise
never feeling the pain
that mine does

Phoenix

A Phoenix that rises from her ashes is never the same Phoenix twice.

Tiny Glimmers

why are you here…I just replaced the light in my eyes